My space.....

wow how amazing is our God?? so amazing that i have been working with troubled 12-19yr olds and i say at least 4 get saved and 2 make re- commitments. its been a fantastic week. absoultly shattering. i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooo tired. i just want to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppppp zzzzzzzzzzzzz for a weeek. however i have work to do tomrow! boooooo

so amazing week but sleep is now the order of the week!

 

 

 

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I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
’cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

[chorus:]
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

[chorus]

I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along

[chorus]

I know that this is going to sound really depressing but i am going out of my mind. i am feeling soooooo upset. i don't know whats going on anymore. i'm on antidepressants, i hate the way i look and sometimes i just don't know why i have been put on this earth. i don't think it was a very good reason. god must of been very screwed up when he put me here. knowing what i was going to go thru yet he still let me go thru my own persoanal hell.  

why why why do i always get a silly silly cold.  why why why why the week of major deadlines. i hevn't had any fun for ages. i just want to go out and get trashed. but no i ahve to stay in and do work. pls can some one come up with a degry that requires no work,............... theres a niche in the market!!!!!! no more late nights. early mornings. only enough time to break in the day for nieghbours. damm university. don;t get me wrong. i love uni. just not the work. i have 3 deadlines in 2 weeks. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and i'm illl..............

 

send help!!!!

well its not thursday its actually tuesday.

told you the world was going mad

 

its thursday and the whole world has gone mad. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

i'm going crazy cos i ahve so much work to do mwah ha ha.

though i'm not doing any of it!!

oh why oh why!!!!

ill again. not amused!!!

"LEISURE"

What is this life if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare.

No time to stand beneath the boughs
And stare as long as sheep or cows.

No time to see, when woods we pass,
Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass.

No time to see, in broad daylight,
Streams full of stars, like skies at night.

No time to turn at Beauty's glance,
And watch her feet, how they can dance.

No time to wait till her mouth can
Enrich that smile her eyes began.

A poor life this if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare.

 

 

whats this life. what is it all about? why are we here. why do we try so hard. what is the purpose of life- is it as the matrix "the purpose of life is to end"? or is there more. we try so hard to be our idols. have we lost the concept of us? joe public, a.n.other Miss A Non.

don't u just love it?? cold, wet, long nights. no sun. flu's and colds. ahh its a great time of year!!!!!!! freezing weather. sneezes, sniffs, coughs. mmmm its a nice time of year.

by now ure probly wondering what i'm going on about?? well i ahve the great british instition. i have a cold. and i feel well ick! ive got a major sore throat! and spent all day yesterday in bed. oh it was nice but i cna't breath so not a great day! gave it to the boyfriend to! glad to know i'm good for 1 thing. so the message is pls send oranges!!

right got to go back to the boyfirend. will report how the cold develops! so rock on the rest of the winter......