I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
’cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

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When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

[chorus]

I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along

[chorus]

I know that this is going to sound really depressing but i am going out of my mind. i am feeling soooooo upset. i don't know whats going on anymore. i'm on antidepressants, i hate the way i look and sometimes i just don't know why i have been put on this earth. i don't think it was a very good reason. god must of been very screwed up when he put me here. knowing what i was going to go thru yet he still let me go thru my own persoanal hell.